Friday, February 1, 2008

That Feeling...of failure....again

Life has its ups and downs...and way too often...I have my downs. The past sometimes haunts me.

The feeling of not being able to do my best with the oppurtunities that God gave me. Having felt that I have failed to share god's love with the people I meet. Its pretty vexing...Everytime...Am I trying too hard? Am I not trying enough?

These are the times where I've been brought back down to earth I suppose, the feeling of being an imperfect human. These are the times I need the reassurance of God. His everlasting love surrounds me though I have let him down. That much I do know for some reason.

Odd, that as am typing this post, I do feel slightly better. Many of the negative thought that were in my mind is just not really there anymore.

In any case, praise God for he is good and his mercy endures forever.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hippo!!! im always there for you! You can come to me anytime k?

Regarding that feeling, try straightening yourself out with god first...then things will fall into place...dont give up no matter what. true failure only happens if one gives up trying. you can do it!

im here for you XD